waiting on tomorrow

this morning involved bloodwork at the hospital to prepare for the big day tomorrow. it wasn't bad, but i definately like the nice people and serene surroundings over on the maternity floor more than the hurried admission clerks and nurses at the main entrance. i am nervous that i'm making the right decision having a repeat cesarian, but i do not want to end up in an emergency situation again, which is likely with a VBAC. it's a risk either way.


after the hospital, i went to target to get a little last-minute retail therapy. i had forgotten about all the screaming children there during the weekday. that place on a tuesday morning is the best kind of birth control (for those not already pregnant). for those who are already pregnant, it is a virtual commercial for day care. i mentioned the birth control comment to the lady looking at the clearance rack beside me, and she said 'i know, but i just had triplet boys!' too late for both of us i guess.

it's evening now and i'm feeling a new calm about tomorrow. i'm focused on meeting our newest little bundle of joy. i'm excited to see ethan take on the role of big brother. i'm looking forward to seeing how much luke gets wrapped around that little finger of hers. i'm ready for our family of three to become four.